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Ye kahani hai Mumbai me rehne wali Jannat Sheikh ki. Jannat ki umar is waqt 30 saal hai or peshe se wo ek Alima hai, madrasa me ladkiyon ko padhati hai, Jannat ki shadi ko lagbhag 9 saal ho chuke hain… usne Urdu me BA kiya hai or sath sath Alima ka course bhee, dikhne mein kafi khubsurat ha, na zyada Moti na zyada Patli ha, mast figure ha uski, hamesa burqe mein rehti ha kyuki soch se bahut kattar Muslim ha aur Alima ha to aur bhi kattar ha, Jannat ki shadi arranged hui thi kyuki woh ek bahut hi sareef ghar ki thi to love wagaira karne keliye parents ne mana kiya tha, suru se girls school aur college mein woh padi ha, kabhi ladko se baate milna julna nahi kiya, Jannat apne parents ki har baat manti thi ki mein apke marzi se hi shadi karungi to kisi galat kaam mein nahi padungi bas Jannat ki ek shart thi Parents se ki woh ek Teacher banna chahti ha aur uske parents usko allow kare aur shadi usi ladke se karai jo shadi baad bhi Jannat ko teaching karne de, to bas wahi hua Parents ne Jannat keliye ek bahut hi sareef ladka dekh ke bas 22 saal mein hi shadi kara diya.
Ladka ka naam Sajid ha, peshe se businessman ha, Jannat se age mein karib 10 saal bada, Sajid pehle shadi karne mein believe nahi karta tha woh apni life apne liye jeena chahta tha magar uske abba ke maut ke baad, uski maa akele ho gai thi to maa ke kehne pe shadi kiya taki bahu kuch ghar pe support kar degi, woh dikhne mein accha, kamane mein accha, Jannat ne dekha rishta accha ha ghar pe sirf ek Maa ha ladke ki na koyi bahen na bhai aram se rahungi bina tension ke, to shadi karli Jannat.
Jannat ki family ek middle class family hai, uske husband Sajid ki income achhi khaasi ha, ghar me kisi cheez ki kami nahi hai siwaye ek cheez ke or wo hai aulaad, Shadi ke 9 saal baad bhee Jannat maa nahi ban payi, issi wajah se uske husband Sajid ne bhee usme interest lena kum ker diya ha, aisa nahi hai k Jannat ke ilava wo dusri aurato me interest le raha hai, aaj bhee wo Jannat se boht pyar karta hai lakin pyar me wo garmi nahi rahi jo shadi ke pehle or shadi ke kuch saal baad tak rahi the, kahin na kahin Sajid ke mann me bhee baap na banne ka malaal tha, lakin wo Jannat ko is bare me kuch nahi kehta thaa.
Dekha jaaye malaal toh poori family ko hee thaa lakin sabse zyada tha oh Jannat ki saas ko, wo shadi ke shuruwati saalo me baar baar kehti thee Jannat ko ki kab usko daadi banne ki khushkhabri suna rahi hai, dheere dheere ye alfaz Jannat ko chubhne lagi, aur saas ki ye ilteja bhee taano me badalne lagi, 4-5 baar toh alag alag doctors ko bhee dikhaya Saas ne Jannat ko zidd karke, lakin her baar uski report positive aayi, lakin aksar dekhne ko milta hai saas apni bahu ko toh doctors se check karwati hain lakin apne bete Sajid ka koi check up nahi karwati taanki uski mardangi per koi sawaal na uttha paaye, male dominating societies me yahin problem hai.
Saas ke taane sunker shuruwati dino me Jannat kabhi kabhi roti toh kabhi apne husband ko batati, lakin husband usko toh pyar se chup karwata lakin apni ammi ke saamne bolne ki himmat uski bhee nahi hoti, koi raasta na dekhker ab Jannat ne bhee palat ker jawab dena shuru ker diya thaa apni saas ko or yahin wajah ghar me kabhi kabhi jhagdda hone laga, kayi baar Sajid bhee Jannat ko apni maa se oonchi awaaz me baat karne ke liye daant deta or un dono me bhee doori badhne lagi, halaki kuch din baad dono me sulah bhee ho jaati, lakin dono ki sex life almost khatam ho chuki thee, mahino beet jaate dono ko sex kiye hue, Jannat yeh sab baate apne abba ammi ko nahi batati thi kyuki unko tension hoga ki kaha hamne apni beti ko phasa diya shadi kara ke, to Jannat sochti mein khud solve kar lungi, parents ko taqlif nahi dena, abb waise bhi uske heart ke mariz the.
Yahin lafde or jhaggdo ne Jannat ke nature ko chidchida bana diya, mazhabi toh wo pehle hee thee, aise nature ne usse or zyada kattar mazhabi bana diya, madrasa me wo girls ko padhati aur unke sath sakhti se pesh aati aur tor tareeko ka sakhti se paalan karne ki taleem ladkiyon ko deti, kaaf! r ladko se dosti toh door unse baat karne tak ko wo rokti, jisse boht saari madrassa ki girls ne uska naam Hitler baji bhee rakh diya thaa, kyunki young age me sexual feelings boys and girls me paida hona ye normal baat hai or itna hee nahi logo se milna unse dosti karna ye bhee normal baat hai, lakin Jannat ke darr se jo koi ladkiyan H! ndu ladko me interest bhee leti thee wo bhee darr ki wajah se apne armano ko daba ker rakhti, Jannat ko andaza tha madrasa ki konsi girl aise ladko me interest leti hain kyunki ek-do baar unhone apne madrasa ki kuch girls ko H! ndu ladko se hass hass ker baate karte dekha thaa, lakin Jannat ki strict warning or unke ghar me shikayat na ho jaaye is darr se un girls ne bhee H! ndu ladko se raabta band ker diya thaa, jo kuch ladkiya raabta karti bhee thee toh boht zyada saavdhani se aur chup chupker.
Madrasa me padhane ke ilava Jannat deen ki baate social media jaise Instagram/Twitter wagerah per bhee post kiya karti thee, uski posts me deen ki baato ke ilava, H! ndu ke liye nafrat bhi dekhi jati thi, jiski badolat hazaro ki ginti me social media per log usse follow karte the or kattar mazhabi log uski posts ki waah wahi bhee karte the, wahin kuch liberal musl! m log usko mazhabi nafrat failane ke liye criticize bhee karte the, lakin un critics ko Jannat hamesha muh tod jawab diya karti thee, aise he eek baar Jannat ne m0b lynch! ng per boht zyada nafrat bhari post h! ndus ke khilaaf likh di instagram per, ussi din inbox me Jannat ko Vishal Singh naam k ek ladke ka message aaya.
Vishal : Aakhir kyun aap h! ndus se itni nafrat karti hain?? Kya milta hai aapko aisa karke??? Ek dusre me mazhabi nafrat paida karke???
Jannat : mere kuch posts se aap logo ko itne takleef hone lagi, jab tum log humari kaum ke nirdosh logo ko m0b lynch karte ho kabhi beef ke naam per toh kabhi love jihad ke naam per tab aapke ye pravachan kahan chale jaate hain???
Vishal : do galat milker ek sahi nahi bana sakte, aag ko aag se nahi bujhaya ja sakta, aisa karne se sirf khud ka daaman jalta hai, mohabat ke badle mohabat ho sakta hai deri se mille lakin nafrat ke badle nafrat instantly milti hai, aisi nafrat bhari posts karke musl! ms ko uksa ker aap unhi ka nuksaan ker rahi hain.
Jannat : apna ye gyan apne pass rakho or kisi or ko jaaker sunao mujhe nahi, main tum sanghiyo ki chaalon ko achhi tarah se samajhti hu.
Vishal : main sanghi nahi hu aur na hee kisi or political party ka supporter hu, main bass ek aam insaan hu jo aman or mohabat se jeeta hai or dusro ko bheee aman or mohabat se jeene ko kehta hai.
Jannat : achi tarah se samajhti hu main tumhe or tumhare ye gandhivaadi ahinsawadi vicharo ko, tum logo ne hee hindostan me musl! ms ka jeena haraam karke rakha hua hai, tum logo ki wajah se wo pasand ka kha nahi sakte pasand ka pehen nahi sakte aur toh or tum logo ne humari ibadat gah humari masjide tak chheen li humse or ab aaker hume aman ka path padha rahe ho??
Vishal : taaliya ek hath se nahi bajti madam, galat boht se logo ke sath hua hai musl! ms k sath bhee or h! ndus k sath bhee itihas padh lo, lakin baavjood iske maine kabhi musl! ms k liye nafrat zaahir nahi ki ulta boht saare musl! m dost hain mere, itna hee nahi gf bhee musl! m thee meri.
Vishal : dekha agar yahin case ulta hota toh ab tak tumhare sanghi isko love jihad ka naam deker us ladke ko maar chuke hote, aur kisne haq diya tumhe musl! m ladki ko apni gf banane ka??? Humare me ye haraam hai, tum khud toh napaak ho hee or ek musl! m ladki ko bhee napaak ker rahe ho.
Vishal : main sirf pyar ker raha hu or kuch nahi, meri mohabat usse thee or iske peech meri koi mazhabi conversion ki intention nahi thee, agar aisa hota toh wo jihad kehlata aur kaisa haraam kaisa halaal, aap jin sanghiyo ko galat keh rahi ho, aap bhee toh wahin ker rahi ho, insane ke dilo per unke jazbaato per pehre laga ker, bass fark sirf itna hai k wo h! ndu hoker aisa ker rahe hain or aap musl! m hoker lakin ker aap dono ek hee cheez rahe hain or wo hai nafrat failana.
Jannat : mujhe tumhari ye bakwas nahi sunni, ao kaam karo apna.
Vishal : sachayi hamesha kadwi hoti hai madam, sachayi se aap kab tak mooh mod ker rakhengi??? Kabhi toh h! ndu musalmaan ko choddker ek achha insane banne ki koshish karo.
Jannat : maine kaha na kaam karo apna, main musl! m hu and I am proud to be a musl! m, tumhari nasihat ki zarurat nahi hai mujhe.
Vishal : pata hai mujhe tum per gussa nahi taras aata hai, mujhe aisa lagta k jaise tum pareshan hu, tumhare ander boht sara gham boht saari frustration bhari hui hai aur wahin gussa gham or frustration tum apni nafrat bhari posts me nikaalti ho.
Jannat is baat ko sunker hairaan thee k kaise koi ajnabee kaaf! r ladke ne itni asaani se uske dil ka haal jaan liya, jabki wo ladka usse jaanta tak nahi aur na hee wo usse jaanti hai, lakin fir bhee wo strict rahi.
Jannat : kya bakwaas ker rahe ho tum, mujhe koi takleef nahi, apni ye wahiyat philosophy apne paas hee rakho, mujhe iski koi zarurat nahi.
Vishal : dekho, main nahi jaanta ke tumhe kya takleef hai, lakin kuch toh aisa hai jo tumhare dil me dard banke ghar karke baitha hai is baat ke liye main sure hu, warna kisi bhee insan ke dil me itni nafrat or berukhi ho hee nahi sakti, agar tum chaho toh ek dost ki tarah mujhse apni problem share ker sakti ho, dukh dard baanttne se kum hota hai or khushiyan baanttne se badhti hain, aage tumhari marzi….
Jannat : maine kaha na aisa kuch bhee nahi hai mujhe nahi baat karni tumse
Ladka ka naam Sajid ha, peshe se businessman ha, Jannat se age mein karib 10 saal bada, Sajid pehle shadi karne mein believe nahi karta tha woh apni life apne liye jeena chahta tha magar uske abba ke maut ke baad, uski maa akele ho gai thi to maa ke kehne pe shadi kiya taki bahu kuch ghar pe support kar degi, woh dikhne mein accha, kamane mein accha, Jannat ne dekha rishta accha ha ghar pe sirf ek Maa ha ladke ki na koyi bahen na bhai aram se rahungi bina tension ke, to shadi karli Jannat.
Jannat ki family ek middle class family hai, uske husband Sajid ki income achhi khaasi ha, ghar me kisi cheez ki kami nahi hai siwaye ek cheez ke or wo hai aulaad, Shadi ke 9 saal baad bhee Jannat maa nahi ban payi, issi wajah se uske husband Sajid ne bhee usme interest lena kum ker diya ha, aisa nahi hai k Jannat ke ilava wo dusri aurato me interest le raha hai, aaj bhee wo Jannat se boht pyar karta hai lakin pyar me wo garmi nahi rahi jo shadi ke pehle or shadi ke kuch saal baad tak rahi the, kahin na kahin Sajid ke mann me bhee baap na banne ka malaal tha, lakin wo Jannat ko is bare me kuch nahi kehta thaa.
Dekha jaaye malaal toh poori family ko hee thaa lakin sabse zyada tha oh Jannat ki saas ko, wo shadi ke shuruwati saalo me baar baar kehti thee Jannat ko ki kab usko daadi banne ki khushkhabri suna rahi hai, dheere dheere ye alfaz Jannat ko chubhne lagi, aur saas ki ye ilteja bhee taano me badalne lagi, 4-5 baar toh alag alag doctors ko bhee dikhaya Saas ne Jannat ko zidd karke, lakin her baar uski report positive aayi, lakin aksar dekhne ko milta hai saas apni bahu ko toh doctors se check karwati hain lakin apne bete Sajid ka koi check up nahi karwati taanki uski mardangi per koi sawaal na uttha paaye, male dominating societies me yahin problem hai.
Saas ke taane sunker shuruwati dino me Jannat kabhi kabhi roti toh kabhi apne husband ko batati, lakin husband usko toh pyar se chup karwata lakin apni ammi ke saamne bolne ki himmat uski bhee nahi hoti, koi raasta na dekhker ab Jannat ne bhee palat ker jawab dena shuru ker diya thaa apni saas ko or yahin wajah ghar me kabhi kabhi jhagdda hone laga, kayi baar Sajid bhee Jannat ko apni maa se oonchi awaaz me baat karne ke liye daant deta or un dono me bhee doori badhne lagi, halaki kuch din baad dono me sulah bhee ho jaati, lakin dono ki sex life almost khatam ho chuki thee, mahino beet jaate dono ko sex kiye hue, Jannat yeh sab baate apne abba ammi ko nahi batati thi kyuki unko tension hoga ki kaha hamne apni beti ko phasa diya shadi kara ke, to Jannat sochti mein khud solve kar lungi, parents ko taqlif nahi dena, abb waise bhi uske heart ke mariz the.
Yahin lafde or jhaggdo ne Jannat ke nature ko chidchida bana diya, mazhabi toh wo pehle hee thee, aise nature ne usse or zyada kattar mazhabi bana diya, madrasa me wo girls ko padhati aur unke sath sakhti se pesh aati aur tor tareeko ka sakhti se paalan karne ki taleem ladkiyon ko deti, kaaf! r ladko se dosti toh door unse baat karne tak ko wo rokti, jisse boht saari madrassa ki girls ne uska naam Hitler baji bhee rakh diya thaa, kyunki young age me sexual feelings boys and girls me paida hona ye normal baat hai or itna hee nahi logo se milna unse dosti karna ye bhee normal baat hai, lakin Jannat ke darr se jo koi ladkiyan H! ndu ladko me interest bhee leti thee wo bhee darr ki wajah se apne armano ko daba ker rakhti, Jannat ko andaza tha madrasa ki konsi girl aise ladko me interest leti hain kyunki ek-do baar unhone apne madrasa ki kuch girls ko H! ndu ladko se hass hass ker baate karte dekha thaa, lakin Jannat ki strict warning or unke ghar me shikayat na ho jaaye is darr se un girls ne bhee H! ndu ladko se raabta band ker diya thaa, jo kuch ladkiya raabta karti bhee thee toh boht zyada saavdhani se aur chup chupker.
Madrasa me padhane ke ilava Jannat deen ki baate social media jaise Instagram/Twitter wagerah per bhee post kiya karti thee, uski posts me deen ki baato ke ilava, H! ndu ke liye nafrat bhi dekhi jati thi, jiski badolat hazaro ki ginti me social media per log usse follow karte the or kattar mazhabi log uski posts ki waah wahi bhee karte the, wahin kuch liberal musl! m log usko mazhabi nafrat failane ke liye criticize bhee karte the, lakin un critics ko Jannat hamesha muh tod jawab diya karti thee, aise he eek baar Jannat ne m0b lynch! ng per boht zyada nafrat bhari post h! ndus ke khilaaf likh di instagram per, ussi din inbox me Jannat ko Vishal Singh naam k ek ladke ka message aaya.
Vishal : Aakhir kyun aap h! ndus se itni nafrat karti hain?? Kya milta hai aapko aisa karke??? Ek dusre me mazhabi nafrat paida karke???
Jannat : mere kuch posts se aap logo ko itne takleef hone lagi, jab tum log humari kaum ke nirdosh logo ko m0b lynch karte ho kabhi beef ke naam per toh kabhi love jihad ke naam per tab aapke ye pravachan kahan chale jaate hain???
Vishal : do galat milker ek sahi nahi bana sakte, aag ko aag se nahi bujhaya ja sakta, aisa karne se sirf khud ka daaman jalta hai, mohabat ke badle mohabat ho sakta hai deri se mille lakin nafrat ke badle nafrat instantly milti hai, aisi nafrat bhari posts karke musl! ms ko uksa ker aap unhi ka nuksaan ker rahi hain.
Jannat : apna ye gyan apne pass rakho or kisi or ko jaaker sunao mujhe nahi, main tum sanghiyo ki chaalon ko achhi tarah se samajhti hu.
Vishal : main sanghi nahi hu aur na hee kisi or political party ka supporter hu, main bass ek aam insaan hu jo aman or mohabat se jeeta hai or dusro ko bheee aman or mohabat se jeene ko kehta hai.
Jannat : achi tarah se samajhti hu main tumhe or tumhare ye gandhivaadi ahinsawadi vicharo ko, tum logo ne hee hindostan me musl! ms ka jeena haraam karke rakha hua hai, tum logo ki wajah se wo pasand ka kha nahi sakte pasand ka pehen nahi sakte aur toh or tum logo ne humari ibadat gah humari masjide tak chheen li humse or ab aaker hume aman ka path padha rahe ho??
Vishal : taaliya ek hath se nahi bajti madam, galat boht se logo ke sath hua hai musl! ms k sath bhee or h! ndus k sath bhee itihas padh lo, lakin baavjood iske maine kabhi musl! ms k liye nafrat zaahir nahi ki ulta boht saare musl! m dost hain mere, itna hee nahi gf bhee musl! m thee meri.
Vishal : dekha agar yahin case ulta hota toh ab tak tumhare sanghi isko love jihad ka naam deker us ladke ko maar chuke hote, aur kisne haq diya tumhe musl! m ladki ko apni gf banane ka??? Humare me ye haraam hai, tum khud toh napaak ho hee or ek musl! m ladki ko bhee napaak ker rahe ho.
Vishal : main sirf pyar ker raha hu or kuch nahi, meri mohabat usse thee or iske peech meri koi mazhabi conversion ki intention nahi thee, agar aisa hota toh wo jihad kehlata aur kaisa haraam kaisa halaal, aap jin sanghiyo ko galat keh rahi ho, aap bhee toh wahin ker rahi ho, insane ke dilo per unke jazbaato per pehre laga ker, bass fark sirf itna hai k wo h! ndu hoker aisa ker rahe hain or aap musl! m hoker lakin ker aap dono ek hee cheez rahe hain or wo hai nafrat failana.
Jannat : mujhe tumhari ye bakwas nahi sunni, ao kaam karo apna.
Vishal : sachayi hamesha kadwi hoti hai madam, sachayi se aap kab tak mooh mod ker rakhengi??? Kabhi toh h! ndu musalmaan ko choddker ek achha insane banne ki koshish karo.
Jannat : maine kaha na kaam karo apna, main musl! m hu and I am proud to be a musl! m, tumhari nasihat ki zarurat nahi hai mujhe.
Vishal : pata hai mujhe tum per gussa nahi taras aata hai, mujhe aisa lagta k jaise tum pareshan hu, tumhare ander boht sara gham boht saari frustration bhari hui hai aur wahin gussa gham or frustration tum apni nafrat bhari posts me nikaalti ho.
Jannat is baat ko sunker hairaan thee k kaise koi ajnabee kaaf! r ladke ne itni asaani se uske dil ka haal jaan liya, jabki wo ladka usse jaanta tak nahi aur na hee wo usse jaanti hai, lakin fir bhee wo strict rahi.
Jannat : kya bakwaas ker rahe ho tum, mujhe koi takleef nahi, apni ye wahiyat philosophy apne paas hee rakho, mujhe iski koi zarurat nahi.
Vishal : dekho, main nahi jaanta ke tumhe kya takleef hai, lakin kuch toh aisa hai jo tumhare dil me dard banke ghar karke baitha hai is baat ke liye main sure hu, warna kisi bhee insan ke dil me itni nafrat or berukhi ho hee nahi sakti, agar tum chaho toh ek dost ki tarah mujhse apni problem share ker sakti ho, dukh dard baanttne se kum hota hai or khushiyan baanttne se badhti hain, aage tumhari marzi….
Jannat : maine kaha na aisa kuch bhee nahi hai mujhe nahi baat karni tumse
